I've been smoking on and off since 17. Ranging from 0 to 20 sticks per day. Depending on my mood. Now that I'm hitting the last year of my 20s. I've decided to quit this inhaling and exhaling game. Expensive, damaging with zero benefits. Ok, exceot for the psuedo 'bondings' during smoke breaks.
About time I clear my lungs. Smoke free since 17th Jan 2010. Just a mere 8 days but still proud of it. This is my little reward for keeping to it. When I hit my 1 month smoke-free mark, I shall treat myself to a buffet.
Next project: Quit the drinks. Been limiting myself to 1 drinking session per week since 17th Jan. First week went as planned. I need to cut down on the quantity per session as well.
The above would be my lifestyle goal for 2010. Looking forward to a healthier life!
Fang came into this world crying. She was such a cute baby with loads of hair. Then into a toddler who liked to steal bags of ikan bilis from the fridge. Fast forward... She grew up into a cheeky, witty and strong girl. We've seen how she battled with her jokes and laughters. But behind it all we know how tough it was for her.
Still, she brought us loads of joy.
Miss getting a cake for you. Miss your coolshit jokes. Miss your presence. We miss you. We miss you for being you. And we would always will.
Though I do not believe in afterlife but... I do hope you're really somewhere out there. Where there is no pain. No harsh reality. No sufferring. No hurt.
A place filled with rainbows. A place filled with love. A place filled with angels just like you.
I know all your good sisters and friends would have loved to sing this song to you....
Thank you for bringing us 20 years of joy, smiles and laughters. We love you.